T.R. Hummer
Gnomic with Temple and Ash Tray
While they were making love, it crossed her mind
that she could kill him. Easily. Quickly.
He was so helpless there inside her, making
his little moans. She could kill him
Or not, while morning gathered brilliance
east of the factory tower. She understood
The cool clarity of that vaulted air. She loved him
terribly, but she could do it
With the ash tray, maybe, a heavy crystal thing
full of lipsticked ashes and cotton balls
Already stained nail polish crimson. A stroke
behind the ear. As he kissed her shoulder
And she watched the pulse in his temple,
an enormous neutrality came over her.
There was nothing personal in it. When he died,
it would break her heart.
Yet she could do it now, as easily as that
luminous little cloud beyond
The smokestack she saw out the window
lifted its weightlessness in the light.
from Useless Virtues, LSU Press, 2001.