Scott Cairns
Possible Answers to Prayer
Your petitionsthough they continue to bear
just the one signaturehave been duly recorded.
Your anxietiesdespite their constant,
relatively narrow scope and inadvertent
entertainment valuenonetheless serve
to bring your person vividly to mind.
Your repentanceall but obscured beneath
a burgeoning, yellow fog of frankly more
conspicuous resentmentis sufficient.
Your intermittent concern for the sick,
the suffering, the needy poor is sometimes
recognizable to me, if not to them.
Your angers, your zeal, your lipsmackingly
righteous indignation toward the many
whose habits and affections offend you
these must burn away before youll apprehend
how near I am, with what fervor I adore
precisely these, the several who rouse your passion.
From Philokalia: New & Selected Poems (Zoo Press, 2002).